I haven't uploaded anything since like AGES.

There are various reasons for this, first of all: I suck (like anyone couldn't see THAT). Whenever I put a piece of paper on my dest with the intention to draw I get this awful feeling of "not having the will to draw cause it will suck anyway" and when I force myself to at least sketch something I either erase half of it a day later or it lands in the paper bin altogether. I think I might have my standards set too high or something but I really don't want to post something that wouldn't show any progress in my work. This initial will to draw and improve and then losing it the moment the pencil touches paper is frustrating.

Oh yeah! Another awesome thing! I have exams tomorrow and the day after! (I'll prolly fail them~) Woohoo!

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I'm a sad panda.